LiFE is full of surprises, many doubt it as they experience bad things about yet they learned to accept it when something is right, the way they wanted it to be. In my 23 years of living, I've learned so many things here. Yeah,i'm one those thinks badly about my life when i'm at my lowest point, i wasn't so blessed, that's what i thought. But in my everyday experience, i came to a point that i just need to identify the things that would make me happy & avoid the things that can hurt me.. Sometimes, we could not expect things to happen. Its really unexpected, it can make u cry & make u feel down. Like as if there's no tomorrow to come..
I can say that i almost, not all but just almost experienced lot of things that a normal person would have. During my school days, i enjoyed it but there's this time that i stumble & fall from my own mistakes.. I lose hope, i panic, i started to think things so negatively. I just wanted to end up with nothing.. But as i learned that its just a part of being a student surrounded by crowd, u can almost feel all the pressure, all the emotions u can feel. U get to know different kind of people, there's TRUE & not so TRUE. They can be a FRiEND or an enemy, or simply an acquintance. But as the school year ends, u can actually determined who will stand by the friendship u have build in the past years. Yes, i have few of them on my list, that until now i can call them as a FRiEND. We never got the chance to recall all the things that we did before, but the fact that i know, deep down inside, they still know me & still remember the things that we've been through since we've met. Their just around, with their own different lives. And just me here, nothing changed.. still the person they once knew.Being a student for a long time is an unforgettable experience you'll never forget til we get old.. and I'll always treasure the memories of me being a STUDENT, a friend, a companion, a classmate but never as an enemy .. :)
Now let's talk further about a second phase of my life, that i never knew i would feel at a young age --being IN LOVE. Oh yeah,, at a very young age of 14, i felt it. And it was really true, At first, it was just a thing that makes me blushed, a sweet thing that i wish to forward the time so i'm able to see this guy. Makes me wake-up with a smile on my face & inspired me to dress-up & feel good about myself coz i know that somebody would appreciate the beauty once he saw me looking even better.. That's what they called BLOOMiNG. Not so many times I've felt it but it just struck me straightly from the heart. So I called it LOVE at FiRST SiGHT. It's a happy & lovable feeling, and u just wanna keep it that way, but no no no.. It wasn't as I expected it so easily, I've met so many conflict during this time, that i am not sure myself to just passed it without feeling nothing about it.. But I'm really thankful for the experience. It was a great time to reminisce all the little things of my YOUNG LOVE story..
I just learned to accept & appreciate every little chapter of my life now.Whether it is GOOD or BAD.
That's it for now.. let just talk a little more further the next time I'll visit my page. Thank you for reading this topic... It makes me feel better now, it always feels good to remember those happy times. GOOD DAY !
April 26, 2011 9:00 am
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